Solaristics

LOL K so. I need to rant and let this out somewhere. Facebook wont work, Tumblr used to work, but then now I have too many friends on it to rant about random crap. So it's only DA now haha. Of course, what else would I rant about. 2011, probably like every single other status update, post or journal is about. But instead of wishing everyone a happy new year, I'll rant about my old year. LOL. Too bad my life revolves around one person. So everything about him makes my year good or bad. I've talked to friends, who are Christian. They've told me how life is like a cup, and a giant rock would fill up most of it, and that giant rock would be God

~~~~~~~~~~Personal 1-How are you? I am doing well in life in general, there are things that I would much much rather change tho. 2-Post a picture of yourself. DA. Too lazy :P 3-Do you ever wish you were someone else? Yep. All the time. Thats suppose to be bad isnt it? 4-What is your entire name? Kaiyu Liu 5-How old are you? 15 6-Age you get mistaken for: 18 7-Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality: Gemini - oh it definitely does actually. A lot. ahaha 8-What did you do on your last birthday? I went shopping! And the day before, I hung out with him! 9-What is one thing you would like to accomplish befo

Idk, I dont have enough watchers for them to care really, but I'll start drawing again. I haven't drawn since Feburary because something in life completely 100% killed all my inspiration and motivation to draw. But you know, that something lasted 162 days and now that it's over, I'll get back onto my feet soon enough. I was drawing something so epic when he told me that they started dating. I was really in love you know lol. I really wasnt good enough to him in any way really. We were just really really close friends, and I've always been friend-zoned real hard, even to the point that he told me that he loved me so much, like a sister. And i